I don't know when it was that I committed to the idea of making a living off my art, but I think it was around three years ago. And at the same time, that was when I began to lose my interest and motivation. If you want to kill your passion for your hobby, I can think of no better way than telling yourself that if you're not 'good enough', you aren't going to eat in the future.
Most people find that sort of thinking motivational, but for me, all I wanted was to turn and run away.
It wasn't until early yesterday morning that I realized the cause of my lack of productivity as of late. I wasn't drawing because I didn't love it, and